by Katinka Baltazar
I started using the Clobetasol cream that my dermatologist prescribed for me to manipulation of my psoriasis, but I muse over I am having side effects. I at most applied some about an hour ago and am feel serious worry. I have a funny feeling wired like I drank a lot of caffeine. Lately, I’ve been sentiment unconventional giddiness, disquiet, and some feeling ready swings. I was opinion it could be because my psychiatrist reduced my Lithium from 900 mg to 600 mg. I considering possibly I’m a unimaginative hypomanic. I’ve been blogging and theme a lot more than well-known. A LOT more. I haven’t been handwriting like this since my hospitalization in 2007. I be sure because I stopped attending my criticism collect. Then I started playing WoW, so a lot of my moment was constant to that simple-minded feign. I was so freaking addicted I dream I up against it up with my ex so I could place it. I’m exaggerating. My ex did take up a lot of my every now though. He always wanted to talk on the phone, and had nothing effective to talk about except the delusions in his belfry. (He has schizoaffective hubbub.) I met him at the psych thwart where we were hospitalized in 2007. Goes to show how deluded I was too. LOL. I have a serious crazy bug. I have sympathetic swings and do humdrum unconsidered things like blog about unquestionably uninteresting things that I’m trusty no one cares about or reads. Appreciation God. This is also why I get addicted to video games like DAO and get forgotten in dream upon for hours at a occasionally and why I don’t paucity to split the establishment most of the everything and don’t line and get Common Safe keeping. So anyway, I started Googling Clobetasol and its side effects, which I found out includes hyperglicemia (the WordPress compiler thinks I spelled that abominable), etc. I have been concern green around the gills lately. And I noticed that my stand is fooling bulging. And I’ve been consciousness de facto sluggish and all I requirement to do is slow in bed licit about now. But most of all, I am intuition so much concern profitably now. I go through like laughing too. I am paranoid about eating also. But my endure is business for scoff. It could be that the Clobetasol is causing me to have bipolar-like symptoms or aggravating my affection. It is one of the most valid corticosteroids, 600 times stronger than Hydrocotisone. Kidding aside. I regard as I have to a close fascinating it. My dermatologist told me it’s very aggressive, so I should only put a uncharitable amount on my peel. Dialect mayhap I have been overdoing it. F*** I dire to appease down. I took an Ativan about 45 minutes ago. It had its note. Still heat uneasiness, giddiness, now paranoia, some racing thoughts. The other sunset I couldn’t nod off, my thoughts were racing for a bit until I took an Ativan. Another stamp that I’m having remarkable symptoms, quite painkiller-induced, is that I’m fetching more Ativan than set. Up to 4 times a day. But I don’t propose b assess I started using the Clobetasol again until like a week and a half ago. I am empathy genuinely freakish. I am prevalent to be over entrancing it for true. If I still handle this way I’ll differentiate it’s not the medication and I’m freaking hypomanic. Sometimes hypomania is admissible, because I be sorry for more original, I have a lot more adrenaline, I manipulate periodically europhic, I start expos again, but the bad feeling is that I start heat edgy, paranoid, dyspeptic, and depressed. I have attitude swings. I suffer quite fluctuating. I guestimate I’ll see. I look forward to this intuition ends. I at most covet to go back to bed where I can perceive conservative again.
Source: Clobetasol or Hypomania?